Why I Live on a Boat - Part 2 
Saturday, October 16, 2021, 07:53 PM
Posted by Administrator
My brain was damaged in 2004 by lead and other toxins during a housefire. As a result, I require a controlled environment, quiet, free of noise of people, and private so I did not have to deal with people if I did not want to. I had already been living in exclusively rural settings for 10 years when the fire happened, so accommodating this need was not that difficult, especially when I started receiving HUD benefits for housing

But, both the unfair (actually illegal) loss of my benefits, and the discovery of a dietary problem meant that my ability to live as I had been was no longer sustainable. I had already decided to leave the country if I could not restore my benefits, and even spent a year living off-grid, without buying anything from corporations, but could not fix my benefits issues or find a waumy to deal with living in America.

So I decided to leave. 45 days after that decision, I decided I would do so on my own sailboat. Less than two months later I was living on my boat, a perfect solution to all of my problems. A clean environment, fully unxer my control, I could move to anywhere and espscially to where no one else is, and which is self-contained and capable of fully supporting my health and well being.

So, here I am, still. Sort of...
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Why I Live on a Boat 
Monday, October 11, 2021, 03:53 PM
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You are domesticated.

You are stupid.

You do not have empathy and therefore are not human.

You have absolutely no consideration for anything other than your own transitive desires, that is, you only care about feeling good right now.

You cannot think, you can only believe and therefore you have no opinion, yet feel as though your opinion matters, as if you were actually in some kind of a democracy.

You believe rumors and never learn about who I really am, what kind of person I really am.

You are rude.

You are mean.

You have no future.

You are part of a herd.

You are a slave.

Your existence is a burden to everyone and everything.

You are a threat to the human species.

And I don't fucking like you. And I don't have to. In fact, I hate you, and I should.

Not a single one of you has ever lifted a finger to help someone else, and none of you fucking assholes has ever done anything but treat me like shit.

I live on a boat because unlike you, I am a human being, who has a perspective that considers everything, not just my own present feelings.

I live on a boat because I have a life and a future and will survive whatever your society does to you because I am not a slave to the assholes who have you covinced of whatever the fuck you idiots believe.

I LIVE on a boat.

You are waiting your turn to DIE.

That having been said, if by some fucking miracle this truthfully does not describe you, then why the fuck aren't you also living on a boat?


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Why You Should Care, and Why You Do Not 
Sunday, October 10, 2021, 11:32 AM
Posted by Administrator
You should care if you are a human being.

You do not care because you are not.

Human beings have empathy, a connection to other human beings through which we feel what others feel and are compelled to act as necessary according to what we feel. This is most commonly exemplified by yawning when someone else does. Your subconscious mind observes what someone else feels, and causes you to feel the same, causing you to act on what you now feel yourself.

But this is a skill thay must be learned, the brain must develop with these skills so that they are programmed, permanently in place in order to work on the subconscious level. Lacking an example or teacher to learn from, a person can develop without empathy.

Developing without empathy means the person is not compelled to act on the feelings of others, especially feelings of suffering. These people can observe the suffering of others, even babies, and not feel, as human beings naturally do, compelled to help, and are free to take advantage of that suffering.

These people exist in society, they invented it in fact. Society places no value in having empathy as evidenced by the lack of reward for it. The fact that those whom society does reward, the wealthiest, consistently lack empathy should be enough to confirm society was not made by or for natural human beings.

Sorry to bear such bad news, but truth can only help if survival is your concern. If it isn't, you probably shouldn't have wasted your time reading this... Oh well, at least you now know you aren't human. You don't havd to pretend anymore.
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What the Degradation of my Condition Means 
Tuesday, October 5, 2021, 12:50 PM
Posted by Administrator
My health is failing because of a set of circumstances which have a great deal to do with a genetic condition fron which I and only a handful of other people in the world suffer.

My body is missing a set of genes which normally allow my body to get rid of those kinds of toxins processed by the liver. These toxins accumulate in me, and poison me, depending upon which toxins accumulate and how much relative to toxicity.

What I can be sure of is degradation of my mental capabilities. There are certainly losses in physical and physiological capabilities, but mental facilities, being my strongest asset, are the most important concern I have.

I am only able to live in a clean environment I can control. Considering what was done to my boat by Pedro Aguilar and his hired federal police, I no longer have that available to me.

I am, as a result, slowly dying. Well, not so slowly at the moment...

Anyway, in case anyone cared to understand why I seem impatient.
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Pedro Alberto Bazua Aguilar - Enemy of Mexico, La Paz, and Me 
Tuesday, October 5, 2021, 12:16 PM
Posted by Administrator
The man who has used his influence and money to harm me, Pedro Alberto Bazua Aguilar (he has apparently changed it to Pedro Alberto Aguilar Bazua because his family does not want to be associated with him), has caused and continues to cause great harm to tourism here in La Paz.

Pedro took over management of Cantamar resort and marina in April 2015. I moved to Cantamar in August 2015. I lived there, every day, and was the only person at the resort every night for four years. I saw exactly how he ran his business and my opinion of Pedro is that he is hands down the stupidist businessman I have ever come across.

The harm he has caused is well documented (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCg4iDqVuGKe3d_u1bbBNLoQ,http://disperser.info/Galleries/Cantamar/CantamarGallery.html), but the effects of the damage are far reaching. For example, there are no Chinese tourists here in La Paz and probably not anywhere in Mexico. This is because Pedro injured a Chibes tourist and being who he is, Pedro would have been able to avoid any responsibility for the injured tourist. The Chinese government likely then declared Mexico an unaafe destination, as it deserves, and thus Pedro is the reason no Chinese tourists spend their money here in Mexico.

And while the damages to the environment are well documented, the direct costs are not because Pedro, by his own ad. ission, launders all of his income, most of which comes from Soccorro Aggressor, the American-ma aged and booked dive boat, none of that income is documented and thus Pesro pays absolutely no taxes, mea ing not only does he not contribute anytbing to La Paz, but he takes from La Paz because this is where he launders his money and causes all the environmental and financial damage.

La Paz would be a lot better place for everyone if Pesro were in jail as he should be. That no one wanta to help put him in jail means they are his collaborators.
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Damages to the boat 
Monday, October 4, 2021, 06:39 AM
Posted by Administrator
Twice now our boat was entered and things stolen and damaged. Both times were caught on video, and at this point they do not know this fact. The second time was by police including federal police.

Here is a liat of damages, prepared as a list of reasons why we cannot live on the boat.

Reasons why unable to live on boat:

Cannot sleep in mess
Cannot cook
Cannot store food, no electricity, no freezer
Lights damaged, not all working
No flashlights
No desk
No laptop
No first aid
No citrus pectin
Computers destroyed
Tools stolen including all multimeters
Missing items for securing deck
Missing spare/emergency anchoring equipment
Most rope and chain gone
Cannot keep dog on boat
Cannot feed dog
No dinghy
No oars for spare dinghy
No water
No garrafons for water
No way to transport water
No water dispenser
No useable vehicle (no windows, other destroyed)
Estimate for repairs: two months minimum, $10,000USD cost
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Whats Going On 
Saturday, October 2, 2021, 04:31 PM
Posted by Administrator
We are being harassed by privately hired officials, specifically state and federal police, whom have used violence and broken every law there is to harm me and steal from me and have rendered my boat unliveable.

I can no longer describe events as I am far too overwhelmed by them. I shall attemp to do so on video.

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Why no witnesses? 
Wednesday, September 29, 2021, 03:31 AM
Posted by Administrator
I have now asked for assistance so often and much that I no longer have the energy. And what I ask for is witnesses, not direct help, not money, but just someone here to see what is going on and to make sure I am not mistreated at least.

But not even my own family cares enough to see that I am not mistreated or worse.

How much more insane can this be?

What could possibly justify this kind of treatmemt by even my own family?

I am not a victim of corruption in Mexico. I am a victim of your blind eye to it.
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No idea 
Tuesday, September 28, 2021, 11:32 PM
Posted by Administrator
We have no idea what is happening or what to do. We moved. Disperser from Balandra to in front of the Malecon to provide a very public place. Despite this, we walked down to record a video talking about what is happening only to find police on and in my boat.

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More Evidence of US State Dept Harassment 
Monday, September 27, 2021, 04:59 PM
Posted by Administrator
I requested records and recordings of the phone calls made from the US Consulate to La Paz and especially the call made to me.

I requested expedited processing, which clearly by their own rules this neccessitates. Nevertheless, before even considering my request, it was denied expedited processing.

The Deep State IS the US State Department.


Read it here or below, the related link:

http://disperser.info/documents/FOIA_Ac ... -10763.pdf

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Monday, September 27, 2021, 09:41 AM
Posted by Administrator
Intelligence is an advantage. It is something you consciously develop. It is a choice to have it as much as it is a choice not to. I made my choice as a child to learn more than was expected of me, more than my peers. So I come to this point in my life having an advantage because I chose to do the work then to have that advantage today. Can it be considered fair for people to do business corruptly in oder to overcome their relative disadvantage?

Intelligence gives me an advantage in business by allowing me to make business decisions without the need for expert advice, which is costly, time consuming, and shall we say not always reliable.

Intelligence allows me to be ahead of others by allowing me to see their plans develop and thus allows me to predict their next moves if they are, for example, using corruption to harm me in the name of preventing competition they can't beat.

I have been able to overcome the efforts of literally dozens of people working hard, and getting paid a great deal, to hurt me and prevent me from doing what I need to do out of their fears of me because they mistakenly believed I was a threat to their businesses because I wanted to use the abandoned boatyard in Pichilingue. But while I originally just wanted to fix my boat so I could leave Mexico, their assumption has become their reality because frankly when you lack intelligence you make up for it with stupidity, which is why you have to resort to corrupt practices.

I am a genius, I did suffer brain damage, but that just hides my intelligence. I thus have another advantage, one they cannot overcome because they based their perception of me on their assumptions, not my reality.

And so, here we are. There is no other way forward than to see a business owner go to jail for corruption, and several officials relieved of duty and investigated. This cannot be buried because my intelligence allowed me to create a situation I could ensure benefitted me no matter what they tried to do, and in fact made it so that the worse it seemed for me, the worse it actually was for them, and I made all the right decisions along the way where I could not pre-plan them.

I look forward to doing business, but wish I had been long ago gone from Mexico. I had little choice but to address corruption becsuse of how it affected me, and I could not avoid confronting it because it was thrust at me. So the only way forward is to punish the instigators, the few idiots who made bad decisions to victimize someone a lot more intelligent than themselves. They must now answer for their decisions, including the one made to be corrupt.

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Monday, September 27, 2021, 12:22 AM
Posted by Administrator
So, this Zapatista appears to be breaking bad.

Is this really me?

If anyone knows how to use this blog software, please tell me, I can't get uploaded images to show up in posts.
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Dear Deep State 
Sunday, September 26, 2021, 05:03 AM
Posted by Administrator
I imagine you guys are getting tired of virtual meetings trying to figure out what to do with this mess you think I made (you got my plans didnvt you?) for you. Well, since you won't let me sit on on the meetings despite being both thr most affected by your decisions as well as the most qualified to advise or even make them, I decided I would just directly, and publicly, give you the solution.

So, in July, Mexico finally recognized my need for refuge, granted it to me, and gave clear title to the abandoned boatyard which now does belong to me according to your own charade. But, this being Mexico, things got turned around and someone forgot to tell the nice folks around here what was going on.

So, Pedro got his private cop friends to get themselves in trouble, and forgot to not get himself in trouble in the process. So, thid criminal asshole punk kid none of you like anyway especially for the tourism moneies he has cost you with his constant fuckuppery goes to jail for being stupid, pays his way out and moves to San Pedro and runs only his stupid dive boat, but only from San Pedro, the one near Los Angeles, not the one in Mexico, I get given clear title to Cantamar and the Aguilar family finds $3million USD that fell out of a plane ferrying Haitian migrants back to Chile.

And then, the State Department quietly sends their deepest (state) apologies for fucking with me, and if I'm nice I wont ask for someons head on a silver platter in front of me at my new boatyard quietly guarded by uncorrupt military, while La Laz undergoes a revolution that benefits everyone but the retiring businessmen who just cannot handle the competition.

Oh, and Marina Palmira is mine too. I am executive manager. I name my salary.

So, thats your solution. No revolution of the people, but a calm and quiet laying down of your corrupt arms, a happy retirement party, and a peaceful departure from your active corrupt business lives.

And La Paz gets some peace.

I can fantasize, can't I?

Seeya on the other side of all this folks.
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Hechos de La Danuncia 
Sunday, September 26, 2021, 12:50 AM
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Escribimos una denuncia. Aqui esta:

http://disperser.info/documents/Denunci ... osWolf.pdf
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US State Department Reported to OIG 
Saturday, September 25, 2021, 12:40 PM
Posted by Administrator
The OIG, Office of Ispector General, is a uniform office across all appropriate US Government agencies which is responsible for oversight, to ensure no wasre, fraud, abuse, or criminal activity occurs. So when, for example, the US Consulate in Mexico deliberately gets my disability benefits terminated and has me illegally detained by their corrupt police friends in La Paz, these crimes should be reported to the Office of Ispector General.

I have made two reports and an FOIA request for appropriate records, including for a recorsing od the phone call Cody made to me and which facilitated my illegal detention by corrupt police who subsequently violated my every right.

I have no faith in American government. The Deep State exists and lives in the U S State Department. But, you never know, especially in a case this huge.

This would be mainstream news if it werenvt for the fact that the media is controlled by the same people who control the government.

And for who donvt believe me, fuck you. You can come and witness it for yourself. People like you are why these things happen.
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